Presence of Self

I Write Another Phrase Of My Forgotten And Renewed 

Thoughts. I wonder And I Dream About Thing That Could

Have Been, But Turn Away On The Forgotten And Look

Towards The Future And Hope That I Will Find Settlement

There. But As I Am Further More Disappointed I Force My

Self To Look  Away As many Do And Few Don't. I Settle 

For The Cool Beating Of My Heart And Collapse Against
My Own Self Existence. For I Am In The Very Presence
Of My Self And It Is Now And It Is Amazing. I Renew,
Renew, And Renew My Awareness Of Being One With All
And Being All In One. The Excitement, The Anticipation,
The Pain, The Pleasure, The Thrill Of Being Alive And Living
Each Second Of A Renewed
Life